surethingcupcake asked: It's been over two weeks now, I really miss you hun. Hope you're okay <3
i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you :) <3
conqueredseas asked: Hope you're ok, I miss you. <3
I miss you too :(
aloneontheocean asked: i hope you're doing okay{: i love you, beautiful.<3
there was a re-vyrt? im doing ok :) and you? <3
whileiwasgone asked: I want you to see this when you get back. I'm sorry for not being a very good online friend and not noticing (or not wanting to notice) that you had been in considerable pain and confusion about this inpatient thing. I want you to know how loved you are because literally a girl I never talked to on here messaged me to make sure you were O.K. We all care about you and especially me and I really really hope you are doing good with where you are at. You are a fighter katiekins. <3
sweetie you’re the best, stop thinking that! be strong for me be-yoo-tiful jess <3
surethingcupcake asked: babe i'm so so so sorry- i've only just seen, I don't even know when you'll get this, I hope you're okay :( been thinking the last few days how I haven't spoken to you in a while, i've been meaning to I just got caught up in revision and college work stuff and fucckkk i'm so so sorry :( i'm gonna text you now, okay? so whichever one of these you get first please know that i'm so sorry I wasn't here! I really really hope you're okay, please get in touch as son as you can <3
i text you back luvverly <3333
cutefloral-sweaters asked: Katie just sending you this message to tell you that I hope than when you get out of impatient everything will be alright. Youll make it through, you're strong and you deserve to be happy. Stay strong lovely xxxx hugs and whenever you need me you know that you'll find me
thank you sweetheart <3 you’re awesome. xxxx
every time i have leave it just reminds me how much i want to kill myself
everythings so bad, man.
i fail at everything
ruined friendships
hurt people, parents
fucked up relationships
become trouble
jeez, im such a burden, they wonder why i dont talk.
“aw im feeling happier i’ll have day leave on saturday”
BAM, suicide ideation RIGHT BACK ATCHA.
i need a cigarette. mum took the cigarettes but not the lighter? WHADDUP WITH THAT?
and she takes the (blunt) tweezers but not the pins?
being back home just reminds me that death is the only way out
Good luck lovely, if you need anything after you come out just message me okay :) xxxxx huggs
I will do, wonderful. stay safe for me xxxxx
brb going inpatient
ok so, its time for me to go now. and whilst i wont have access for fuck knows how long to my phone and to tumblr, inbox me if you need to, vent to me and i’ll get back asap because you guys have kept me going for this long.
be strong, because i swear to god if i get out to find that you motherfuckers are gone, i will legit die. so hold on.
i’ll be back soon. and just vent to my askbox, get the feelings out, write it all down.
remember that i love you.
